Its been long! Real long since i blog properly! Was not feeling well earlier on & it sucks big time. & now gastric pain. :(

Many things happened during these few weeks. Really enjoyed those girly talks with my sistas, night lepak-ing with friends, accompanying hun to mj sessions, DVD sessions with hun... Thats mostly what happen, plus for the last week we quarreled. Like almost any other day? It was hell, seriously. I hate quarreling, i hate unsolved problems revolving around my mind & heart, i hate those hurtful words being brought out cause we're both on top of our foul temper, i hate those tears, those apologies... Some are really uncalled for. But we managed to talk to each other, no we communicate via text at times.

For me, i cant express myself well but i can put them in words. I can convey the message across by putting them in words. I will show my fucked up attitude if you ask me to speak up, i dont understand why too. Im quite glad, cause we were able to talk & come into a compromise. :)

For all that happened, i gave it another try, trust.

But sometimes im such a bitch, i couldnt control me temper, couldnt control my attitude & show it all out. I didnt mean to, i was feeling damn lousy. Like as if im invisible, im dead it just sucks. But i really wish you understand, for everything, i choose to give in & the reason is simple.. Its because i love you dear. For i still wanna believe in you, still wanna hold on. :) It really takes alot of courage, its not easy for me.

Let it be the last time, no more shits to happen between us. :)
I Love You HUN! ♥

miaooywrote @4:18 AM